A MEETING WITH DESPAIR

As evening shaped I found me on a moor

   Which sight could scarce sustain:

The black lean land, of featureless contour,

   Was like a tract in pain.

“This scene, like my own life,” I said, “is one

   Where many glooms abide;

Toned by its fortune to a deadly dun—

   Lightless on every side.

I glanced aloft and halted, pleasure-caught

   To see the contrast there:

The ray-lit clouds gleamed glory; and I thought,

   “There’s solace everywhere!”

Then bitter self-reproaches as I stood

   I dealt me silently

As one perverse—misrepresenting Good

   In graceless mutiny.

Against the horizon’s dim-discernèd wheel

   A form rose, strange of mould:

That he was hideous, hopeless, I could feel

   Rather than could behold.

“’Tis a dead spot, where even the light lies spent

   To darkness!” croaked the Thing.

“Not if you look aloft!” said I, intent

   On my new reasoning.

“Yea—but await awhile!” he cried.  “Ho-ho!—

   Look now aloft and see!”

I looked.  There, too, sat night: Heaven’s radiant show

   Had gone.  Then chuckled he.

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