219—to Robert Rushton
8, St. James's Street, January 25, 1812.
Your refusal to carry the letter was not a subject of remonstrance: it was not a part of your business; but the language you used to the girl was (as
she
stated it) highly improper.
You say, that you also have something to complain of; then state it to me immediately: it would be very unfair, and very contrary to my disposition, not to hear both sides of the question.
If any thing has passed between you
before
or since my last visit to Newstead, do not be afraid to mention it. I am sure
you
would not deceive me, though
she
would. Whatever it is,
you
, shall be forgiven. I have not been without some suspicions on the subject, and am certain that, at your time of life, the blame could not attach to you. You will not
consult
, any one as to your answer, but write to me immediately. I shall be more ready to hear what you have to advance, as I do not remember ever to have heard a word from you before
against
, any human being, which convinces me you would not maliciously assert an untruth. There is not any one who can do the least injury to you, while you conduct yourself properly. I shall expect your answer immediately. Yours, etc.,
Byron
.
