There was a quarter of a mile between the two houses, and while Peter was talking to Catherine, Pat Phelan was listening to his son James, who was telling his father that Catherine had said she would not marry him.
Pat was over sixty, but he did not give one the impression of an old man. The hair was not grey, there was still a little red in the whiskers. James, who sat opposite to him, holding his hands to the blaze, was not as good-looking a man as his father, the nose was not as fine, nor were the eyes as keen. There was more of the father in Peter than in James.
When Peter opened the half-door, awaking the dozen hens that roosted on the beam, he glanced from one to the other, for he suspected that his father was telling James how he had failed to sell the bullocks. But the tone of his father's voice when he asked him what had detained him on the road told him he was mistaken; and then he remembered that Catherine had said she would not marry James, and he began to pity his brother.
"I met Catherine on the road, and I could do no less than walk as far as her door with her."
"You could do no less than that, Peter," said James.
"And what do you mean by that, James?"
"Only this, that it is always the crooked way, Peter; for if it had been you that had asked her she would have had you and jumping."
"She would have had me!"
"And now don't you think you had better run after her, Peter, and ask her if she'll have you?"
"I'll never do that; and it is hurtful, James, that you should think such a thing of me, that I would go behind your back and try to get a girl from you."
"I did not mean that, Peter; but if she won't have me, you had better try if you can get her."
And suddenly Peter felt a resolve come into his heart, and his manner grew exultant.
"I've seen Father Tom, and he said I can pass the examination. I'm going to be a priest."
And when they were lying down side by side Peter said, "James, it will be all right." Knowing there was a great heart-sickness on his brother, he put out his hand. "As sure as I lie here she will be lying next you before this day twelvemonths. Yes, James, in this very bed, lying here where I am lying now."
"I don't believe it, Peter."
Peter loved his brother, and to bring the marriage about he took some money from his father and went to live at Father Tom's, and he worked so hard during the next two months that he passed the Bishop's examination. And it was late one night when he went to bid them good-bye at home.
"What makes you so late, Peter?"
"Well, James, I didn't want to meet Catherine on the road."
"You are a good boy, Peter," said the father, "and God will reward you for the love you bear your brother. I don't think there are two better men in the world. God has been good to me to give me two such sons."
And then the three sat round the fire, and Pat Phelan began to talk family history.
"Well, Peter, you see, there has always been a priest in the family, and it would be a pity if there's not one in this generation. In '48 your grand-uncles joined the rebels, and they had to leave the country. You have an uncle a priest, and you are just like your uncle William."
And then James talked, but he did not seem to know very well what he was saying, and his father told him to stop—that Peter was going where God had called him.
"And you will tell her," Peter said, getting up, "that I have gone."
"I haven't the heart for telling her such a thing. She will be finding it out soon enough."
Outside the house—for he was sleeping at Father Tom's that night—Peter thought there was little luck in James's eyes; inside the house Pat Phelan and James thought that Peter was settled for life.
"He will be a fine man standing on an altar," James said, "and perhaps he will be a bishop some day."
"And you'll see her when you're done reaping, and you won't forget what Peter told you," said Pat Phelan.
And, after reaping, James put on his coat and walked up the hillside, where he thought he would find Catherine.
"I hear Peter has left you," she said, as he opened the gate to let the cows through.
"He came last night to bid us good-bye."
And they followed the cows under the tall hedges.
"I shall be reaping to-morrow," he said. "I will see you at the same time."
And henceforth he was always at hand to help her to drive her cows home; and every night, as he sat with his father by the fire, Pat Phelan expected James to tell him about Catherine. One evening he came back overcome, looking so wretched that his father could see that Catherine had told him she would not marry him.
"She won't have me," he said.
"A man can always get a girl if he tries long enough," his father said, hoping to encourage him.
"That would be true enough for another. Catherine knows she will never get Peter. Another man might get her, but I'm always reminding her of Peter."
She told him the truth one day, that if she did not marry Peter she would marry no one, and James felt like dying. He grew pale and could not speak.
At last he said, "How is that?"
"I don't know. I don't know, James. But you mustn't talk to me about marriage again."
And he had to promise her not to speak of marriage again, and he kept his word. At the end of the year she asked him if he had any news of Peter.
"The last news we had of him was about a month ago, and he said he hoped to be admitted into the minor orders."
And a few days afterwards he heard that Catherine had decided to go into a convent.
"So this is the way it has ended," he thought. And he seemed no longer fit for work on the farm. He was seen about the road smoking, and sometimes he went down to the ball-alley, and sat watching the games in the evening. It was thought that he would take to drink, but he took to fishing instead, and was out all day in his little boat on the lake, however hard the wind might blow. The fisherman said he had seen him in the part of the lake where the wind blew the hardest, and that he could hardly pull against the waves.
"His mind is away. I don't think he'll do any good in this country," his father said.
And the old man was very sad, for when James was gone he would have no one, and he did not feel he would be able to work the farm for many years longer. He and James used to sit smoking on either side of the fireplace, and Pat Phelan knew that James was thinking of America all the while. One evening, as they were sitting like this, the door was opened suddenly.
"Peter!" said James. And he jumped up from the fire to welcome his brother.
"It is good for sore eyes to see the sight of you again," said Pat Phelan. "Well, tell us the news. If we had known you were coming we would have sent the cart to meet you."
As Peter did not answer, they began to think that something must have happened. Perhaps Peter was not going to become a priest after all, and would stay at home with his father to learn to work the farm.
"You see, I did not know myself until yesterday. It was only yesterday that—"
"So you are not going to be a priest? We are glad to hear that, Peter."
"How is that?"
He had thought over what he should say, and without waiting to hear why they were glad, he told them the professor, who overlooked his essays, had refused to recognize their merits—he had condemned the best things in them; and Peter said it was extraordinary that such a man should be appointed to such a place. Then he told that the Church afforded little chances for the talents of young men unless they had a great deal of influence.
And they sat listening to him, hearing how the college might be reformed. He had a gentle, winning way of talking, and his father and brother forgot their own misfortunes thinking how they might help him.
"Well, Peter, you have come back none too soon."
"And how is that? What have you been doing since I went away? You all wanted to hear about Maynooth."
"Of course we did, my boy. Tell him, James."
"Oh! it is nothing particular," said James. "It is only this, Peter—I am going to America."
"And who will work the farm?"
"Well, Peter, we were thinking that you might work it yourself."
"I work the farm! Going to America, James! But what about Catherine?"
"That's what I'm coming to, Peter. She has gone into a convent. And that's what's happened since you went away. I can't stop here, Peter—I will never do a hand's turn in Ireland—and father is getting too old to go to the fairs. That's what we were thinking when you came in."
There was a faint tremble in his voice, and Peter saw how heart-sick his brother was.
"I will do my best, James."
"I knew you would."
"Yes, I will," said Peter; and he sat down by the fire.
And his father said:—
"You are not smoking, Peter."
"No," he said; "I've given up smoking."
"Will you drink something?" said James. "We have got a drain of whiskey in the house."
"No, I have had to give up spirits. It doesn't agree with me. And I don't take tea in the morning. Have you got any cocoa in the house?"
It was not the cocoa he liked, but he said he would be able to manage.